well good. you can watch me drink my misery away.

i swore i wouldn't live to see 18.

i feel compelled to prove myself right.

the day before new year's eve ( Read more... )

IN 2005 ( Read more... )

i'm sorry i didn't go. i got into a last minute panic and didn't go because i always feel out of place hanging out with groups of people i don't hang out with often. jokes and conversations i don't understand, a sort of bond i don't want to disrupt by trying to get into ( Read more... )

i don't have school for a month.

good fucking riddance.

i've been sewing, drinking liquid lorabab, drinking lots of blue powerade, and watching free showtime ( Read more... )

i'm getting a little scared.

nightmares still shake me up, making me wish we were still together.

but who do you hide in the bottom of your heart?

and where does our reason go when our lips spark?

times have changed and so have i.

and no, i'm not your ashley anymore.

i'm just ashley.

and years from now i'll be different than who i am.