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so  i went to this website and it has you pick colors in order of how much they appeal to you. and then afterwards it claims to be able to tell you about your personality and whatever. this is what i got

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You ( Read more... )

 so, theres this theory, it's called the messiah complex. it's so intriguing and at the same time it feels very destructive.It has to do with thinking, hoping, believing that things can and will get better. at home, at school, in the world. leading right to disappointment. I don't know when everyone lost touch with human feelings and relationships ( Read more... )

 so, its january - already. and the school year is almost over. I'm terrified of highschool coming to an end. not that i don't want it to be over, i don't even like most of the kids in my school, but its just that its the end to a part of my life. Something I can't do-over, erase, or forget. it is now a history of who i am and who i was. the years ( Read more... )

 Our Generation has had no Great war,
no Great Depression.
Our war is spiritual.
Our depression is our lives.

alone with her plastic cup
her beautiful mixture of alcohol and luck
hoping this may be the night
to find her new temporary delight
but we all know that when daylight comes
all her feelings will be surpressed and numbed
get over it, get over it, just another lonely night
fight it off, fight it off, soon it will be light

we wonder around the stars
sipping ( Read more... )

its funny how everything is misunderstood
and how nothing really is what it seems.

even shooting stars are just rocks

everything, i mean everything is related and intertwined between each other. it'll all make sense some how. whether we notice it or not. its all there. we all coexist. enemies and foes.
does this make sense? maybe not to you.

I remember when I actually thought it was cool to fit in. boy was i wrong. What was I thinking when I thought you guys were actually intelligent, mature people? Since when has everyone around me become such products? I don't think of you anymore then a product. Just another high school adolescent looking to the media to help them fit in and be ( Read more... )

I've been feeling down
I've been looking round the town
For somebody just like me
But the only ones I see
Are the dummies in the window
They spend their money on clothes
It saddens me to think
That the only ones I see are mannequins
Looking stupid, being used and being thin
And I don't know why I hang around with them

The way they act, I'd rather be fat than ( Read more... )