I guess this summer has been like no other....really like no other. I work between 32 and 40 hours a week Monday through Friday and then I go home every weekend. At home all I do is hang out with the ex (Matt) and his family or think about John, waiting for him to call. Seriously, I dont know what part is worse ( Read more... )

Seriously this is absolutely rediculous. I shouldnt want you and you shouldnt want me. We've been down this road before and look how well that turned out.

the last few days i've been doing random things that i havent been doing lately ( Read more... )

Or dont say anything all. But dont expect me to pour out all my tears, all my hurt and not expect something in return. I am exhausted. thank you for this.

if i could hate you i think i would.

Just kinda unable to sleep. I have make a difference day tomorrow and i'm way excited. i hope i get to work with some amazing sisters ( Read more... )

And now I will show you the most excellent way ( Read more... )

There are people who come into your life at times when you need them the most and have a profound everlasting effect on who you are. These are the people whom you look into the future and see as still being a part of your life. There are three people right now who mean the world to me, I'm talking about people who matter more to me, have been ( Read more... )

So I cannot explain how excited yet strangely out of step I am with life at this moment. Some things are going so much better and some things seem to be getting worse or staying the same ( Read more... )

Life is good!

Seen Al for her birthday and took her out to hookah, we both smoked a lil too much! spent some chill time, hung out with jess sunday nite and talked a lil bit.

Mom came to see me for a lil bit last nite, we went out to dinner with my lil sisters and that was nice. Trying to decide what to do for the 4th, prolly nothing cuz i'm lame ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here at work and I realized just how long its been since I've updated this.....yeah hella long time ( Read more... )