i stand here waiting like a tree ( Read more... )

mi armpits smell. and i am blinded bi mi white paper. these are good things.

when i get out of class i usually walk across the soccer feild in the middle of campus. the feild is so open. its like a football feild, but with no lines, or numbers, or even goal posts. just a huge grass field. it reminds me of water, a big green lake. when i step onto the grass. i imagine miself jumping into the air, and suddenly im a dolphin. ( Read more... )

"the trick is to remain in a constant state of arivale, while staying in a state of departure. that way it saves on introductions, and goodbies."

~the sea captain in 'waking life', one of the best movies ive seen. trips me out. it'll fuck up your whole day... in a good way.

so when i bought the bus, i knew there was a leak in one of the pistons. big deal, probably a burnt or broken valve. open it up, and... yay, it was a broken valve. turn the engine over, and the bottom half of the broken valve had gone down into the piston shaft and caught the piston, so when i came up, CRACK!!! the piston wall cracked. unfixable ( Read more... )

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i feel like shit. a big heaping pile of the most smelly, sticky, yelllow-chunk infested plop of elephant shit. mi nose wont stop running. like a faucet, and down mi throght, to where everytime i swallow it burns as if i just did a fatty line of smack. like razorblades have sliced up the inside walls of mi esophagus like hamburger, and im forced to ( Read more... )

well today i purchased a camper, one of the ones that sits atop a truck bed. the guy just wanted to get rid of it, the roof leaks, and the floors falling out. but, BUT, there's a working oven/stove, fridge, sink, 12 volt lights, and a shower/toilet/sink room, everything i need. at the salvage rv store, the stove was 75 bucks, and the fridge, 300, ( Read more... )

if you had exactly one day left on earth. what would you do?

so i come up to the computer room to write in mi journal. im feeling really down. i had this plan of buying this school bus, i have the bus, and everything was working out. life was going in mi favor... until today that is. i went to class, and afterwords one of mi classmates kept me talking all about vietnam, and sadam, and how americans want ( Read more... )