Reminding myself of the cruelty and ruthless murder of animals for our fucking benefit makes me lose more faith in humanity than the first time someone told me about the holocaust. Who gave us the right. Who granted us the fucking power to kill kill kill without punishment. No. On the contrary, we are encouraged to pump shampoo into the bellies of ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of Capitol Hill. I miss Edmonds. I miss doing nothing with my friends every day. Just going to keep reading until things improve.

This entry made me smile:

"A thought left to linger like a dance of smoke traveling through an inclosed space of four walls.
A brief emotion of a filtered second.
One second that contains the affection which cannot be bought with any amount, any abundance of any estate.
Take this thought and dance with it like a ribbon, with only the wind containing ( Read more... )

Wow this works wonderfully!
I think I want to be an alcoholic now!

Nothing bohers me but the fact that I cant borrow abottle of wine.

rREEAW

So shoptherapy doesn't work.
NOTE TO SELF: stop buying useless shit.
I have spent $250 in the past two days on things I definitely do not need. Dresses, shoes, dvds, a fucking Hello Kitty phone charm... I mean come on! What in the devils name is the matter with me? I have to pay rent before I move out and take my cat to the vet. I'm going to be broke ( Read more... )

Bought Season 1 of Doug and Hey Arnold!!!!!!

WHAT A FUCKING SHITTY DAY.

DESERVES CAPS.
IM GOING TO GO DROWN MY SORROWS IN ALL THE FOOD I CAN FIND IN THIS HOUSE.
5 DRUMSTICKS LEFT? DINNER TIIIIIME.

Apple pipes all day every day.
Where is my life?

I'M NOT GOING TO BE DEPRESSED TODAY.
I'm going to get stoned and I'm going to paint and I'm going to make PLANS.
Okay!

When did everything get so fucking bad?

People I know getting robbed, dying, on their death beds, working a factory job while obtaining two PhD's... I mean fuck, what kind of a future am I striving for? Survival looks hard enough as it is.

Living on your own is tough, and is about to get tougher.

Moving to First Hill should be a change of scenery...

Ambiguous towards loneliness.
I despise my solitude
But I prefer it to the alternative.