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has always been intrigued by sound therapy after my experience.. prefer crystal bowl sound therapy to tibetian singing bowls as the sound is rather different. and so i went for a level 1 tibetian bowl sound therapy course last Saturday. It was informative and interesting. the teacher was very honest and direct. went back to the place yesterday to ( Read more... )

Not sure at 47, I can be considered having a mid-life crisis? Have been quitting jobs at a whim, since 2021.. took a full-time certificate course funded by the government last year and am still without a job now. there were job offers but i rejected them cos' i know i will quit if some shit happens again... i'm not sure i wanna do with my life, but ( Read more... )

Most people progress in life, not me…

Back to where I started: mum moved in with me cos elder bro said his MIL has severe anxiety and needs rest (his 3 bedroom condominium has not enough rooms).
Wanted to rent my youngest aunt’s bedroom but dunno what mum told youngest aunt, she blew her top at elder bro and he got pissed and hung up on her…

Mum told ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I complain to friends, I feel that I’m being too whiny? I mean, I’m thinking is that how my friends feel when they read my message…

I shouldn’t have such thoughts? I also dunno…

Crap shit feelings again… it’s been a while…

Was kinda sad and angry with myself when one of my gym friends shared he was given another class to teach at the gym yesterday. Can’t help but compared myself to him.

Then started thinking that my 人缘 really sucks…

What am I running away from?

I’m pretty sure it’s life, i.e. living....

Something I’ve always struggled with all my life... I talk to myself in such demeaning ways that I think I can be charged with emotional and/or mental torture anytime ( Read more... )

yeah, total contrary to the previous post, i installed more dating apps on my mobile phone: paktor, coffee meets bagel, and badoo... let's go into each one of them in detail ( Read more... )

brand new year, brand new start... perfect timing to start all over again ( Read more... )