This is my first week back in school after three weeks of rest from my summer classes. For some reason, I feel much better and more hopeful for things now than what I did when I first started here at UCF. Maybe it's because i've grown used to how the school does things, where every building I go to is, and also I know a few people on the side who
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I'm glad to hear you're doing better.
I know full well what it's like to have a relationship end, quite suddenly it seems, but I'm glad to read that you're moving on.
It's good to always take time for yourself, a past relationship with someone needs to be "mourned" over, but as my mother always says "It takes as long to get over someone, as it does to find somebody new."
I felt the same way after things ended with John. I find myself looking back now and I tend to foucs on the bad things, as do you. I think it's because we end up getting some hindsight...the blinders are off...no more rose colored glasses, ya know. It's hard to admit when a relationship you've shared with someone is no longer making you happy. I could've seen my breakup coming...but I didn't want to.
But I'm glad to hear you're getting back to feeling like yourself :) Also it's fun to hear about this new guy, DJ.
Take things slow, there's no rush...at least there shouldn't be if he likes you as much as it seems :)
Head up young person xxx
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I am taking my time being together with DJ. I don't want to rush things, and if he does like me as much as what I think, he'll want that too. I want to get to know him and stuff, see if I grow to like him more over time. I've been crushed from the past relationships, as things went fucking sour no matter what I did. Starts to make you wonder what's wrong with yourself sometimes too. I'm not jumping into things, but things seem to be alright for right now. Hopefully they'll get even better. :)
Yeah it sucks when you focus on all of the negative stuff from your past relationship. The blinders are taken off and it's like, "Why didn't I see it before?". I definitely liked him more than what he liked me, but for some reason he wanted to stay with me anyways. When he says, "I'm starting to not like you anymore", "What you say is nice, but what I say is genuine" It's kind of like the last blows and I was crushed.
Take care hon, I miss you girl! *Huggle pounces* :D
~ Amy, AKA Crazy
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