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[ascetic_hope]

Well I am torn in thought. One one hand I see him and picture spending the rest of my life with him. On the other I wish I had never met him.

However, nothing beats the feeling of knowing you are the biggest bitch EVER!!!

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[ifyou_onlyknew]

Chels, Hunny, obviously he understands that you're not ready to say "I love you" in your relationship. It is a big step. If you're not sure if what you feel is love quite yet, then you know what, wait and it'll come. Of course it would hurt saying I love you with no retrurn, that's what happened when I said it to peter but instead he said it back without knowing if he felt that forsure. That's worse, much worse. If he loves you, he'll wait patiently for you forever if he has too. Don't worry abotu this to much or take it to deeply to heart. Everything with work out for the best in the end.

[ascetic_hope]

Awe, thank you.
We talked about it and well everything that has to do with any aspect of our relationship tonight actually. He reassured me that he would much rather me say it when I am ready and not say it back to him than for him to have told me how he felt and me say it meaning nothing or for him not to say it at all.
As a say it is pretty much all fixed now. Which puts my mind at ease.

[ifyou_onlyknew]

That's good. I'm really happy for you and it's good that you were able to talk about things and such!

[ascetic_hope]

Yea, we talk about everything and nothing. We're dorks. I'm his nagging bitch and he's my arrogant A-hole. Cute nick names eh?

How is your love life going? Well I hope.