Writing helps me diffuse anger , so as I don't snap and murder random people who piss me off ( Read more... )

I just put my resume up on Monster and applied for a real job. They want someone with no experience and who is willing to put in at least three years. That sounds an awful lot like me. I probably won't get it, and even I do, I wouldn't be able to start until August. It is very scary even thinking about having a permanent job ( Read more... )

But I need to fucking get this out.  I AM FUCKING SICK OF TRYING TO MAKE EVERYONE ELSE HAPPY! I try to be the best person I can possibly be. I'm always there when anyone else needs anything. I let people borrow my car, I lend money, I volunteer to not drink so I can drive people around and all I get is shit ( Read more... )

 So UPDATE! Since I haven't written in a long long time.

My senior year has been going great so far, I love having a light course load, and being able to drink legally. It was really exciting at first to be able to go to the bar without the fear of getting your ID taken, or getting arrested. The novelty quickly wore off, as everyone told me that it ( Read more... )

Dear god, I'm crazy over this boy...

Is this what truly falling in love feels like?

'Hello My Lorna Doone

Happy 21st Birthday.The reason I am writing is because every time I say 21st Birthday I start to cry.I remember the day you were born,  You had to wait for me to leave the Hospital before you came out.I beat your mom and dad to the hospital, your beautiful face (you are still beautiful)

I could not be any ( Read more... )

It's lovely to be reminded I'm the only one alone from time to time, that I'm the only one not worth committing to.

I can take care of myself goddammnit.!  i have for the past year or so. Why the FUCK does everyone care so much now?

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I hate everyone. You can all go die

I just needed to muse on somethings that have been on my mind as of late. I was talking to Sanin yesterday about honesty in people. I am a no nonsense kind of person especially when it comes to relationships and dealings with other people. He then said that I was a dying breed of person, that there are no longer people who value honesty. When it ( Read more... )