Ahhhh deleting this shitty old livejournal...

Fuck being alive...
I'm glad to know i screw everything up...
And that now like everyone hates me...
So two words...

Fuck... Life...

Drill a hole into my head...
And fix that damaged brain of mine...
Please do it for me,
This confusing style of living,
I do not want...
Please just drill away...

Mmmmm, Went to The Extreme Cafe concert last night...
Was waiting weeks for it, hehe
Was pretty good i guess,
Grave Demand was good as always
Rex Banner was... different lol but ok
And Itchyboy And The Cobras were good

Had some weird mood swings though lol

:-*<3!!!!

Sooo freaken happy =D!!!

Oh god i havn't felt this good in years!!
It's so awsome I love it!!

Ask me and i shall tell you why i'm so happy :-p

G'nite and sweett dreeammss!!

*dancing kitty* *pretty zebra*

Well, I should update this...
But not much to say...
I got Xanga thingy now thanks to jen,
And it's really cool and i made a decent Picture for it...
You should check it out!!
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Ivory_Freak

You need to make an account tho

Stuck in my own fantasy world...
A little dream world...
Everything in my head seems so right...
But reality strikes it as wrong...
To take but the simplest task...
And make it a hard one...
To make a simple dream of mine...
Impossable...

That's why reality fucking sucks...

As everything hits me like a rock...
I realize nothing is as it seems...
What is going on??
I don't get this anymore...
I don't get anything...
Where the hell did things get so confusing?!?!?
I can't take it... anymore...
It's truly unbearable...
I'm gonna take some sleeping pills and pass out...

Ahhhhhh ( Read more... )

I'm blind :)
Because i only has one contact, and my glasses are broke... heh
And im grounded for the weekend...
Ands...
Blahhhh....