so easy to forget to update.

i got married.

i have a daughter.

i have two jobs.

uhhh....

thats 'nough

dean and i are moving into an appartment.

today.

so dope.

so i hung out with the sister tonight.... well actually, not technically. maybe for the first half hour or so. she called me not long after i left work and asked if i wanted to go play pool with her at some bar in anahiem or something... i went. we played a couple of games and then some guy walked up to her and they started talking buisness. she ( Read more... )

so it's 2006. my new year was nothing special. i think i lost all care for holidays. i've been frustrated, angry, bitter, depressed, stressed, and discontent with alot lately ( Read more... )

so lately i've been struggling with that damned depression again. something i have been for 10 out of the past 11 years. it went away (not completely, but compared to prior and post) for about a year... then came back full force. tonight i am a little at peace though. thats satisfying.

i've been busy. a lot is going on. yet i still feel like i'm missing something.

its been a while sinse i last posted and alot of changes have happend. started a buisness, became single, gave up on girls for a while, made new friends, many new experiences... the list goes on ( Read more... )

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ok, so funny story. my girlfriend gets a call from an ex saying i've been talking shit about her by saying "im only in it for the sex, and she puts out alot" or something stupid like that. whats funny about it is he "heard" this from a girl i havent talked to in two or more years. my girlfriend has only had that title for 6 months. i met her about ( Read more... )

its been a while, eh ( Read more... )