So this weekend, for the first time in a couple of years, I stayed the night with a man. We did not have sex, though we did sleep in the same bed. He held me. It was sooo nice to be held; it was more emotional than anything ( Read more... )

This year as been a whirlwind already; Miss Sally at work lost her battle with cancer (I so adored her) 2 weeks ago Friday. Then I had dinner with the ladies last Friday, and on my way home I received a frantic phone call from Miss Kelly Lynn; Richard had passed away playing chess in his living room. The service is today. I have taken the whole day ( Read more... )

life is well...monotonous; fulfilling in ways (my lovely daughter), annoying in others (work), strange overall. How did I end up here? Ah yes, I am a bit crazy, slightly obsessive, overly crude and just don't give a f*@k in general. People, well I don't like them for the most part. My strange sense of humor shocks most people and Bjork crooning ( Read more... )

ok, so there is a big division occuring in our office; We are corporate, a real estate office and property management all in one right now, but REO and PM are moving to a different office and they are keeping me at corporate. I am nervous and excited!

I don't know how to move past all of these things. people all around me are succeeding, excelling, improving their stations in life; I am here though. At a standstill. trapped in time and looking through this window at everyone, asking myself, "how do they do that?" I love my daughter, she is the absolute best thing that has ever come into my life ( Read more... )

my beautiful daughter was born on july the 8th at 952pm after 36 hours of labor...then they had take me csection anyway; all that work and they cut me open, aw well! she is the center of my universe and the cause of my sleep deprivation! im a bit blue sometimes, but when she looks up at me the whole world melts away. i never knew i was capable of ( Read more... )

how 'bout, don't rape anyone..ever. period ( Read more... )

so my parents are asleep and I am watching tv and all of the sudden I feel as if I have to blow my nose...I never have to blow my nose unless I have a cold or somebody turns a fan on in my room while I am sleeping. I blow my nose and it is all blood! Now when I was younger I had nose bleeds a lot. When I lived up north in the winter time I got them ( Read more... )

what a crazy year ( Read more... )

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