they dont want me to be scared or sad, and i'm scared and sad.

don't sleep it off
don't sleep it off
don't sleep it off

keep at it a little while longer

Maybe i'm just afraid of people having to watch what they say. And I really don't want that. But at the same time, watch what you say! Don't be so ignorant. I was proud once, and I am on the inside now but on the outside I have some insecurities. All those "no offenses" add up and i'm totally offended and I want to hit you all over the head ( Read more... )

Greyhound leaves at 1am. Come 3:20 May 6th I'll be in Wawa. Come a few hours from that i'll be ever farther north from there. Setting up tent and camp. Come next morning i'll be learning. Come that afternoon i'll be planting some trees and then some!

YAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

I WILL FUCKING TAKE YOU DOWN YOU DUMB BITCH. I'LL SHRED EVERY DREAM YOU EVER HAD. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. YOU DUMB ASS. YOU'LL NEVER GET TO ME. I'LL NEVER LET YOU, YOU UGLY PIECE OF - I WILL FUCKING TAKE YOU DOWN.

speak when spoken to.

I feel so out of control of the things that i'm so in control of. I'm working 10 to 12 hour days, every day with the exeption of a few to see my boy. I only see Kailey because she fucking thankfully works with me. When she didn't I was hardly seeing her cause of her other job, and her boy... And I haven't seen anyone that I need to see before I go ( Read more... )

Don't be a complete prick with me. Swallow your pride for a second and recognize that i'm happy for once. Finally. Be happy, not for what you can't have, but for what i've found and how it makes me feel. Don't think it's because you care, because if you selflessly did, you would ditch your own damn ego and look and see the the shimmer in my eyes ( Read more... )

A million miles from nowhere, I could find comfort in knowing at least you existed somwhere closer than nowhere.

Cannot Even Start to Tell You.