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Today has been interesting so far. I woke up, watched zak and kalee, and talked to Jeffrey for a really long time! We have a lot in common...weird. LOL...I'm realizing how much time is flying. People are gtting married, going to college, traveling, and what am I doing? NOTHING!! I've given up so much that I should have held on to, and it got me ( Read more... )

Well, I've officially figured out that i have no direction in my life. I have no clue what I'm doing with my life anymore. I was so convinced that I knew what I was going to do after high school and now I'm just back to square 1. I have no job, no car, no college, bad SAT scores and everything else. I am so not ready for all of this yet. I probably ( Read more... )

wow..its been a lon time since i've updated. I just got back from Massachusetts yesterday. It was fun..better than being here. I will probably go back there to live because i hate winter haven, fl and all of the drama that comes a long with it..... this summer was fun..i worked, shopped, went to brooklyn and maine! i miss my auntie niki.

If anyone is wondering about my last entry...here it goes....
Think About why I didn't go to church today. Then you will figure it out.....

I am so depressed today. I really am having a hard time right now and I dont know how I am going to handle this summer. I am terribly missing something and I cant do this anymore. I am tired of pretending like I dont care about anything and I just cant do this right now. I am really hurt right now. Maybe I shouldnt talk to anyone and just stay in ( Read more... )

Today was horrible..but tonight was AWESOME~Church owned tonight(thanks jess, you got me saying it)I felt very missed and I had so much fun. Got to make Joe lose in ping-pong, did my "jazz paddles", ran around scaring jeff with amber and jess (jamash!)lol and showed amber and jess how to push the cheese out of a nacho cheese machine with tongs and ( Read more... )

well, today was interesting....got to read Macbeth in school. Wow, can you possibly comprehend the fun-ness of reading 5 acts of Iambic Pentameter for an hour and half...and Shakespeare's Iambic Pent. is definetley original...ntohing against him..but i was just super bored. Anyway, I came home with Ash, we went to eat, and I went to Jamies....ya.. ( Read more... )

HEy-lo. I just woke up...lazy day. Ashley spent the night last night and we went and saw the hott guys at Chilis at like 11:00 p.m.....it was fun though. We go there like 4 times a week. Anyway, yesterday was sooo boring....and today pretty much has been too. i dont know why but i keep dreaming about people and things and stuff that i never thought ( Read more... )