I know that you're leavin'
As soon as the sun
Comes through the window
There's no talking this over
The damage is done
There's just too much hurt
Too much to forgive
Oh, but we both know
We weren't always like this

Help me remember
The way that we used to be
When nothin' else mattered
Cause you were lovin' me
Just for the night, one last time
When I look back
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But to catch up whoever happens to read this. All 3 of you.

I am a :
DELTA DELTA DELTA
ΔΔΔ!!!

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Last night I was up with Cristy in our (old) apartment and we started discussing those "lovey dovey" couples. You know who they are, the ones with I <3 Bob all over their myspaces and pics galore. From a few of Cristy's friends that I saw on Myspace, they were pretty extreme with their boyfriend/girlfriend. And it makes you think that wow, ( Read more... )

You lie silent there before me ( Read more... )

40 secrets about yourself ( Read more... )

In less than 12 hours, I'll have my back surgery.

I'm scared out of my mind.

There's only one thing that is going to get me through.

Here's the multitude of one of mine and James' conversations ( Read more... )

So lately just out of pure boredom and probably some obsessiveness, I've been reading up more on historical accounts of the Titanic. Which I of course have been obsessed with since I was 8. BEFORE THE MOVIE CAME OUT, mind you. Anyways, right now I have about 4 actual historic books about the ship and the people. Plus I've probably watched the movie ( Read more... )

I guess spending the past 2 days with James hasn't helped my feelings any. Thursday I went to SouthLake with Cidnye to hang out with James and we went to the Town Square and shopped. Then went back to his house and played some pool and darts. Then there was dinner with the parents. His mom is so awesome. After that was some more darts and then an ( Read more... )

So it's final, I am having my back surgery on June 25th. And yes I am completely and utterly scared out of my mind. And how ironic I'm having my surgery on the 25th of June, how ironic indeed. Because that is the only day my orthopedic surgeon can do since he only does surgeries on Mondays only and I can't have it after that because he's going out ( Read more... )