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I for one am super sad right now.
no matter what i try it is NOT gettin better.
you know the worst thing? it's over a boy....
GROSS!wow. i also have a fucking headache from hell ( Read more... )

I don't care who reads this anymore. I don't want comments I just needed something to write my feelings down in b/c I'm really sad/upset right now and I just need to right about it or somethin. I have decided that I suck at life and i need to go die or something. Very rarely am I ever happy anymore. I think I need medicine for my attitude. I have ( Read more... )

Well I dk what to do anymore. I guess I seriously have 5 friends and you think i'm kiddin? well i'm not. I dk if i should call him. I don't want it to end like this it seems like everytime I get in a "relationship" it ends like this and i just don't want this one to. I want to call him but I dk what to say. He apparently doesn't understand y I didn ( Read more... )

Well I didn't go get my hair done and i don't guess i will for a while prob. i want my hair to be cut short one more time then i want to grow my hair out but i dk. hmm i got asked on a date for friday but i dk what to do. last yr when i had an obsession over this kid he wouldn't give me the time of day and now i dk what to do. I think i still like ( Read more... )

Well I have a hair app. at 2:30 and I dk if i'll get to go or not. i dk if i want to though b/c my luck it will look worse than it already does. I freakin hate 2 faced ppl that like when it's just u and them and they're like "I LOVE your hair" but then when it's u them and someone else they're like "yeah u need to do something else w/ your hair b/c ( Read more... )

Well i'm pretty sure my family is retarded. mom asked me if i wanted to eat and i said no and she told me i was pouting. she's fucking retarded. I overheard her talking about me to eric and I guess she expects things to be wonderful. w/e. I hate being home. it's so boring and it sux. her and dad ALWAYS try to hold stuff over my head too. When i ( Read more... )

I feel as if my life is slowly but surely falling apart. Everything was going so great but I knew that it wouldn't last. I just dk what to do anymore. If tomorrow doesn't go good I really dk what I'm going to do. My family is also falling apart. I just don't want to talk about it right now.

Well I just got my hair done monday and i absolutely hate it for no reason. hardly anyone can tell it's done and then most ppl that say something are like "i like your... anyways" just like i thought it would be. when i first got it done i looked at the lady and told her how much i hated it and she was like oh you'll like it later on and i was like ( Read more... )

Wanna Know what I hate? Well if not don't read on. But I HATE these band parents that have just started helping this year and they think they know everything about it when they have absolutely NO clue what they're talking about. Like yesterday we had 2 performances, one at Pulaski Co. and one at South Laurel and my mom came to the one at South. ( Read more... )