Wow, it never fails to amaze me how stupid people can be. I know I haven't posted in FOREVER and it's kinda lame that I start out with a rant, but seriously people. Why are you so effin' stupid ( Read more... )

Hmmm no one reads this so I guess.... Here we go ( Read more... )

Jerry and I are good. Couldn't be better.

Abby's got a double ear infection.

Angela Hurt died. She passed on Friday. Her funeral was today. I couldn't go. Just too hard.

All in all, not too much to say.

Well I did find a "date" for last Saturday. I went with the Kitchen Manager from work (Katie). She's cool yo. Then she left. Jerry was there for a short time then he left ( Read more... )

Yay I got my computer fixed! Well... I'm working crazy hours. (Well they aren't THAT crazy, but it seems like it cuz I have some crappy people I work with on my shifts.) I like all the other managers and most of the people in the kitchen, but there are a few waitresses that I could just... give my two cents to... Ya know what I'm saying ( Read more... )

So I talked to Jerry the other day. I told him I'm not mad just hurt. I wouldn't mind being friends with him, but it might be hard. I dunno if I can be really good friends with someone who I thought was my soul mate. Ugh.

But anyways... I'm holding Abby so I'm gonna go now to spend my third nite at Sammy's.

Here I am at Sam's house with Abby. We're spending the nite for the second nite it a row, which isn't as unusual as one would think. Granted she IS Jerry's godmother but who cares about him anyway? Ha well not me or Sam for that matter. Obviously if I'm good enough to keep (even after Jerry gave me the boot and lost the best thing he ever had ( Read more... )

Well... I suppose I'm not as heartbroken as I though I was... Don't get me wrong, I miss him and I will always love him but... I guess it just wasn't meant to be. As I told him, he was a really crappy boyfriend towards the end of it. He might as well have been gone 4 months ago, he was never around anyway. I need a smoke... OK better ( Read more... )

Jerry left me...

I've never known such sorrow... I don't know how to go on...