so i was thinking... why is food lion called food lion? what does a lion have to do with food or groceries? when i think of someone going to the grocery store, i think of a middle aged housewife or a father coming in to pick up some macaroni and cheese because it's his night with the kids... and neither of those things remind me of a lion at all ( Read more... )

i'm a little better today... the past couple days really sucked and it all came crashing down on me last night, but today was okay... i kind of made up with mom... she wasn't mean to me today and i really missed talking to her about my day and everything, so we just made up... we made napkin things for thanksgiving together ( Read more... )

i'm a terrible kid... your mother should be glad she has you and not me... i never do anything right... like i said, i'm a terrible kid... all my life i've tried to do the right thing and be a good person and for what? my life SUCKS... i haven't actually talked to mom in two days... and for other people that might not be a big deal, but it hurts me ( Read more... )

basically I'M STARVIN' LIKE MARVIN ( Read more... )

i'm kinda having a bad day... i don't know what's wrong, i'm just in a bad mood... everyone's happy and i'm not, it's annoying ( Read more... )

i'm so hell bent on making other people happy... i'm afraid i'm never gonna find happiness for myself ( Read more... )

i hurt

SO MUCH

i don't know what to do anymore

i made an icon for my journal but i haven't changed the colors because i don't feel like figuring out what colors should go where and crap like that... so sarah can do that one day for me ( Read more... )

i was just thinking about something... if i'm doing something and i happen to look at the clock and it says 11:11, i make a wish... i always do it and i don't even know why... i don't really believe my wish is going to come true, but i make one anyway... i guess it's a comfort thing... it has kinda become a reflex for me... i see that it's 11:11 ( Read more... )

i really wanna make my journal pretty but i just don't feel like it... i'm at work now, so i guess i probably should get off the computer and do something but i don't feel like it... i do what i want! i really hate this place though... it's so boring and i could care less about ravens football... i like the vikings... HAHA sarah... SIKE man, i ( Read more... )