well, i was glad for the long weekend but tilmans basically ruined it with that calculus take home test... wake up, do calc, eat some dinner, go to work, do calc, go to bed... same thing the next day and the day after that... but yesterday i actually did something fun... i just chilled and watched some football... ahh... what more can you ask for ( Read more... )

yesterday was my birthday... guess who didn't remember to call or say anything... i'm disappointed, but i'm not even gonna get into it... what did i expect really? that he would remember my birthday like i remembered his? that he would take the time out of his day to call and say something about it like i did for him? i guess that's just too much ( Read more... )

i feel really good right now... i'm not gonna go into detail because none of you are gonna have any clue who/what i'm talking about, but i'm happy... i'm basically just chillin' on the whole situation but it's not really a big deal... i just love the little things... and i really hope everything works out

homecoming is this weekend... i'm excited for the game and the dance and everything, but i'm not really looking forward to anything after the dance... i was gonna go to taryn's, but i know everyone will be drinking and puking everywhere and i don't know if i really wanna be around all that... but i don't know what else to do or where else to go... ( Read more... )

okay... if there's this guy who you think might like you... i mean, you don't know for sure that he does, but it's definitely a possibility... the problem is, you don't really like this guy as more than a friend... and you kinda maybe sorta like someone else... and this person is kinda maybe sorta a friend of the guy who likes you in the first ( Read more... )

i've deciphered exactly what i want right now... i definitely don't want a boyfriend, i don't want all the troubles that come with having a boyfriend... i don't wanna be like worried about everything... i don't want to talk to another guy and then wonder if i just did something wrong... which normal girls wouldn't do, but i would have to think it ( Read more... )

first of all, let me just say that i'm not hatin' on anybody or trying to get anything started... you know i don't get in the middle of all this shit... i just felt like maybe i needed to bring some comical relief to the situation ( Read more... )

hm... life is pretty good right now... i have a 100% in calculus... tilmans said we're not gonna have anymore tests before the end of the marking period, so as long as i turn in all my homework, i'll have a 100% in the class... i really can't believe i did good on the test we took wednesday... i mean, i knew i did okay but i really didn't think i ( Read more... )

i'm worried that no one is ever gonna love me because i'm so crazy... and so different... i'm worried that no guy is ever gonna be able to deal with me and the things i say and do and feel... i'm worried that i'm just gonna have shitty relationships all my life... like my mom had with daryl... she wasted all those years of her life on that jerk... ( Read more... )

i'm kinda nervous about tomorrow, but i'm excited too... it's kind of a big day for me... i feel like maybe it can be the beginning of something better for me... hopefully i can start to feel better about the things that happen to me and the way my life is... i don't expect to get anything from it right away... i know it will take time... but ( Read more... )