It's only the first week of school and i'm already stressed out. First of all, my new roommate moved in (I may have mentioned) and he boyfriend is an obnoxious prick. Well, last night he and I got into a shouting match. This is going to be a fun 8 months, don't you think ( Read more... )

So, my first day of class is on friday. A part of me is looking forward to it, and another part of me wishes I didn't have to put up with all this school bullshit. It's just so damn expensive. I feel like I could learn so much more if I were to work at a zoo. I don't really see how much I can learn that will be of any great use to me. Oh well ( Read more... )

Oh, did I also mention that all I want is to have a man to run to so he can hold me and tell me everything is ok (even tho it isnt, its just nice to hear) and I'm so painfully alone. *sigh*

I'm so stressed out right now it isn't funny. Here's a tangent, why do we say "it isn't funny" as if to imply that it would be, but when you think about it, it makes NO sense... Anyway, so the reason why I'm stressed out, is money, of course. I hate my job. I want to quit, very badly, but I can't. Even with OSAP and my $5000 credit line, and ( Read more... )

Couples suck. I went bowling tonight with my roommate, and her bf, and his friends, and their gfs/bfs. Fun. Ok, so bowling was fun. But it did make me sad because it made me feel that much more lonely. People keep letting me down. My dad couldnt come see me. Sean couldnt come visit. Rob couldn't see me again before he left. My brother and ( Read more... )

So I'm back home in london. I realized that I dont really like going home to Pakenham that much. I dont feel any more rested. I guess the 9 hour train ride had something to do with that. All in all this week made me realize that I don't really feel like I have a home. It isnt in Pakenham anymore, and it isn't in london, because this is only ( Read more... )

So, I just got back from Ottawa. I went to Sean's place yesterday. We took a tour to the LCBO which was nice, becasue we got to jsut walk and talk for a couple of hours. Then it was back to his place for pizza, and very poorly played pool. He and I may be some of the worst pool players on earth... But we have fun anyway :) After we got nicely ( Read more... )

I'm leaving tomorrow morning. I'm going home for a week. It feels like I just got back from being at home. Hopefully it will take my mind off of Rob leaving. Not likely, but crazier things have happened. And I just found out that Sean got a job in Japan and he's leaving on Sept 8... I don't like the month of August. There's a lot of turmoil ( Read more... )

I need a man that is like a good cup of coffee... one that's rich, hot, and will keep me up all night. I need a rebound guy to take my mind off the fact that Rob's leaving in a few days. It's a strange kind of break-up. There's no closure when there's no definite end... not to say that there was any definite beginning. It's going to be hard ( Read more... )

So, I talked to him. Apparently it was his cousin.... hmm.. I dont know if I should believe him. He made the point that if he did have a girlfriend he certainly wouldnt have her meet him right in front of my place.... good point..... I dont know tho... I guess I could have just been jumping to conclusions, but damn did it hurt.... anyway, he said ( Read more... )