cryin' seems to be the only thing I am good at these days

some people know nothing of regret...and some are just too damn selfish to figure it out before it's to late...and on that note I am off to work and then out for a fabulous evening with the best!!!

so alot has been on my mind lately, and even more so today. Today my sister got engaged...I am truly happy for her, it will be a nice addition to the family. However, I've come to the conclusion about many a thing when it comes to my family, imparticular my dad. I started my job on Thursday, working at Winco ID, also where my dad works. For the ( Read more... )

well summer classes are over and I ended up getting an A in Chemistry!! hahah still waiting on my piano final grade. my lil' bro is at the DNV as we speak, taking his driving test hahaha they grow up so fast. I start my new job on Thursday, kind of nervous about the whole thing, but the hours are great and the pay is nice, and it's in a company, ( Read more... )

another restless night for me, I have way too much on my mind...I'm wicked nervous about random stuff and lately my stomach has been killing me but I don't want to complain about not feeling well. Jared, has stomach problems and I feel so bad that he always feels crappy. I teased him yesterday and said he reminded me of my sister never feeling ( Read more... )

to be happy and in love! 2 things I am not used to feeling...

The room is empty, the lights are dim, and my heart wonders, if I'll ever see you again, my tears are hungry, for an open door, and your arms held me, I've never felt that way before...I'll be waiting and I'll be watching under a blue moon, the taste of heaven will only happen once in a blue moon...Do you remember, when the wind blue free, we fit ( Read more... )

well there are terrible storms going on here in Cheshire county, and so my run is going to be delayed...this humidity is doing a number on my waistline or it could be just because I am able to consume solid food again. Since my last post, life is getting better. Jared and I are better than ever, he means so much to me. However, the distance we ( Read more... )

but last night I couldn't get drunk enough to get him off my mind. Last night I somehow felt that it was best for me to drink 6 beers in a half and hour on a stomach that wasn't fed for 24hrs. I am lucky that something didn't seriously happen to me. I was barely hanging and torn into peices ( Read more... )

since I've last updated, it seems as if I write, wait a few months and write again! anyways it's summer and I am still at school and seeing I have a lot on my mind it wouldn't be such a bad idea to express some of it writing ( Read more... )