I MISS JENY OMG!!!!!!!!

i am happy. :) isn't that exciting. i mean...there are some things that could be better and some things that im worried about....but i am kind of happy. ooooooo. i missed being happy ( Read more... )

im one medication for my anxiety now....i don;t know if its really helping. a little bit? it makes me dizzy and cloudy in the head. my friends say im more mellow which isn't cool. eh. goin to bambi's tonight. i was gonna call jenny jus now but then i realized that her ass is in skool. what a prostitute from sweden. im so gay lol. well later days ( Read more... )

i don't know how often i will be writing in here anymore. i am using a new website for my journal and i like it a lot better. i feel that i have ruined this one. lol. so if you guys have a blog lemme know.

i might still write jus not so often.

later days
ariana

hello all. aparantly i am done being all full of bitterness sorta. went to a Club last night and it was fucking great. it was home. the dancing was very different from what i am used to. so i got to learn something new. i went in a black mini skirt, duct tape on my tits, fishnets, combat boots and lots of makeup. it was great. it was a big ego ( Read more... )

i cant stop thinking. thankyou to my friends for making my birthday cool. katie, kat, carl, and kendra ( Read more... )

i am looking for something in other people that they cannot offer me. i can only find it in me and that is why i am so disappointed. i thought that i had learned my lesson before but i aparantly needed reminding....that no one is ever going to satisfy me but me and my romantic and cliche ideas about someone riding in to save me need to be ( Read more... )

hey this is a big ole depressing rant so don't read if you don;t wanna hear a big ole depressing rant ( Read more... )

today was much better ( Read more... )

so a few of my friends told me that they were raped today...repeatedly. and i found out that a good friend of mine, who was there for me when i needed to cry, molested a little girl a while back. i don't know what to think of all this. i don't know what to do.

i'm not ready for this. i wasn't prepared.