the dreaded day is already over.. nice thing about it was that it came out fine... fun even... there was small talk, some awkward moments, more numbing scenes but generally it was okay. we ate out then had a nightcap at starbucks. hmm. questions pooped out.. but i didnt answer them... im not sure if i already have the answers. hay! im hope i can ( Read more... )

the doubts im having are slowly not becoming doubts anymore. the wisps of thoughts that ive been entertaining these past few days arent wisps anymore.

its this... we went out and for the umpteenth time, i was bored at our conversation. its difficult to sustain a good conversation with him. i dont mean to offend but i really need someone to ( Read more... )

the guy with the goatee. seems like  he has got everybody's attention... and i mean everybody. including me. not to mention my friend. every night, whenever i go to that shop, i feel a tingle of anticipation. will he be there? will he talk to me? will i see his smile... never ending questions that flutter inside my mind. . before i go to details, ( Read more... )

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another serious discussion. another part of me exposed. i feel naked. i feel cold.

he questioned my feelings. he has no right.

right now, i feel like ive been left out. by everything. forsaken. my senses are numb.

i try not to think. but the more i empty my mind the more it overflows.

matter over mind. sheesh!!

my back is killing me. i yearn ( Read more... )

my bad habit strikes again. anyway, i should have been typing my journal reactions rather i sit here and type what you call a very unacademical matter. i am already 2 weeks delayed but i cant seem to get out of my inaction and work my butt off ( Read more... )

just finished with my clinical duty, i sit here staring at the screen. wondering what words to type, what thoughts to process. my stomach grumbles its complaint but i ignore it, with more important things in mind. i sift through the morning's events, looking for something worthy to write. i find nothing so i go back to staring. me and my evil twin ( Read more... )

sleep tried to conquer me today. until now im trying to resist his magic. let mr. sandman wait. better if he goes to other sleepyheads and sprinkle his stardust on them. just that im not ready to embrace my pillow yet. am trying to embrace reality first. i got nothing from him today. not even a message. i try hard to find a reason but my evil twin ( Read more... )

i dream...

of one day catching your eye

and returning your smile

maybe exchange a few words

a few laughs...

of the time we can sit

and stare forever

at each others soul

speaking in silence

of the moment your lips

touch my lips

my palm on your skin

your body against mine

these dreams they seem so real