bUrN

lying awake

in my bed

in my room

dark...

depressing...

i smell your scent

of musk and lime

lingering on my pillow

relive the moment

that silken caress

your touch

your smell

i burn

toss and turn

i stare at nothingness

cleanse the mind of

lust...

heat...

passion...

drenched in sweat

and tears

i burn

your shadow

the sound of your foot ( Read more... )

ive been listening to my conscience this past few days... theres this guy... making his moves...i dont want to hope... i hate looking forward to these things...maybe i dont want to get hurt... everybody tells me that... i told myself theres nothing wrong with trying... ahh, life's lessons could really be hard... i tell myself to just let it go... ( Read more... )

What is life? A madness. What is life? An illusion, a shadow, a story. And the greatest good is little enough: for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams.
- - - Pedro Calderon de la Barca

The golden moments in the stream of life rush past us and we see nothing but sand; the angels come to visit us, and we only know them when ( Read more... )

eMpTy sHell

im not sure

of what im feeling inside

thoughts of suicide

lingers on my mind

tempting my soul

something severs the thread of sanity

from which i cling to

and then i slowly fall through something

whose depth is unfathomable

i fall through nothingness

through emptiness and time stood still

they call it weakness

i say its redemption

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today is a new day...

new beginnings...

new hopes...

new dreams...

i promise to use this as my journal of poems and day to day experiences...

whatever my mind dictates...

whatever my heart feels like at the moment...

this page will bleed...

of apathy...

of love...

of disillusionment...

of passion...

of frustration...

of life...

so hopefully, you ( Read more... )