I started playing a new game. Its called EvE online. It is a good game. Requires thinking AND shooting. AND it has an internet radio station. S o i listened. Lastnight/this morning was industrial night. Gooooood ( Read more... )

I just finished reading megs zines. God they are incredible. And I know how she feels. LOVE YOU MEG ( Read more... )

Wow. Tonight is the second night in a row that both my best friend and my girlfriend have been unable to talk to me all night. I feel abandoned, and alone. For the last two nights they have both promised to "call me later tonight" And yet they don't. I'm not mad, im just really sad and disappointed. I'm going back to video games ( Read more... )

I'm missing my days of the good ol' MMORPG. MMORPGs are games like everquest where everyone makes an individual character and then plays online together. It often makes for meeting cool new friends and having alot of fun as well as highly addictive games to justify the monthly cost. I just found a new one called EVE online that takes place in ( Read more... )

I want to move to tokyo. I just listened to an old song i had downloaded, off the soundtrack to an anime cartoon i used to watch. It made me remember everything about the series i loved. I started watching this particular series right after Jenny, so it was a huge help in dealing with that. I almost cried. The song affected me that much, and ( Read more... )

Yup. Work. Game. Sleep. Work. Endless cycle of not-quite-boredom. I find myself more and more often thinking "So this is what north dakota feels like" at these moments i comfort myself in the concrete belief that in less than a month I will be gone. It will be as if i was never here, and we can all pretend this entire debacle never happened ( Read more... )

I just set up my computer for sleepy time. Tonight my nighty time mix is enigma. These guys make great meditate/sleep techno. Its good stuff. It always makes me think about life in general too. I have a great big tangle of emotion right now, and no one to help me with it ( Read more... )

I got doom3. I had to turn the graphics all the way down in order to play, but it STILL looks amazing. And by amazing i mean nightmare giving, blood spattering through the screen amazing. Iplayed for two hours last night, and by the end i was so adrenalin-ized i could hear the neighbors snoring. Running through corridors of an isolated mars ( Read more... )

I'm going into the cities for treatment TOMORROW. W00t!! My parents say we'll prolly stay through the weekend too, so I'll be able to hang. Just gimme a call tonight or tomorrow. I should be in the cities tomorrow around two o clock. YAY I'm cited to see you all ( Read more... )

I just threw up. Thats usually a sign that my crohn's disease is flaring up in a bad way. Usually I end up going through big ordeals about it, and it always pisses me off. Everyone spends so much time going "Mike we want to help you, mike we will help you through this." And i always sit there wanting to shout "THEN FUCKING HELP ME INSTEAD OF ( Read more... )