Rachel why do you want to read my LJ? you need drugs. many many pills. I'm the best man alive excluding satan. Satan is the man. Anywho, I love everyone that loves me. (what a lie!!!) Hugs for all the girls that want to fuck me. And the everybody else can fuck off and die.

A pale visage
With a mirror
Of azure

Reminiscing to a dead song
Pulling back the
Loose
Wandering locks
So I can just see
All I’m missing

Devastated for the nights
I spent loving a dream
And clutching the earth after
I cam down from the euphoria you fed me

You’re gone
But it never makes
The days hurt any less

Sidestepping all these ( Read more... )

The phone’s ringing
But I can’t move
Thoughts of all the
Moments that lead to
This day

I can’t get you out
Of my skin
I try to pry your face
From my day

I”d like to hold
Your hand but you
keep slipping away

I taste you
And I feel the poison
Draining from lips

Over powering was her scent ( Read more... )

Watching my clock tick slowly. It's one of those days. You're stuck in slow motion. Everyone seems to fast to be real. Hmm..the gods must have painted my world becuase it looks like a backdrop for a reality I'll never know. I want to taste something but it's all tasteless. God is my dog.

I went on a long pointless trip. In which i bought seventy-two dollars worth of Godiva crap. i'm going sane. Or insane. I don't care. Fucking communist Jeep dealership. I brought the jeep into to hear them tell me simple problems required massive repairs. For example, to fix my side view mirror it's 300 dollars. fuck them i'll toss a Euro at there ( Read more... )

Hercule is ( Read more... )

i love myself. I hate myself. I'm wondering about all advice you people throw out. you think you have it all figured out. fuck you all. Fuck all these people who think they know how to solve all my problems. fuck all the people you try to convince me i have problems that i don't even know about. fuck all the fear you keep trying to sell me. fuck ( Read more... )

Damn cars ( Read more... )