I watch you in the shadows of the dark you leave me feeling empty with one last remark ( Read more... )

I can remember the times when love was something I felt everyday. When tears only came when they were of joy. How is is that all of a sudden it is darkness up ahead. I feel the cold and no more warmth. I hear those sad words of goodbye and never again will I hear you tell me you love me.  I feel pain, sadness. I feel hate and anger. But I will not ( Read more... )

Everyday, its the same thing over and over again. I get up, get on the computer, eat, sleep, and then get up and do it all over again. I don't do anything. This weekend was the first I did anything since... forever. And it was a crazy as fuck weekend. At times I hate guys. This weekend has proved to me that Chaz is a total fucking asshole. I want ( Read more... )

I'm bored as hell so this isn't going to be too long because i'm not sure what to write about tonight. I think I have a writers block. I'll write more tomorrow ( Read more... )

I watch you in the shadows of this dark sinful forest.  I can hear you sob and wheep.  I feel your pain deep in my heart and your yurning for love in my soul.  I know all this, this used to be me.  I speak to you with words of hate and words of love.  This place you call home used to be mine once. Walls covered in spite and floors covered in tears ( Read more... )

I know the past is the past and you should move on. But how am I supposed to move on and forget things when I was hurt so much? Why does it seem like every fucking time I open up and give my heart to someone, it gets handed back to me in pieces? I think that love is definetly overrated. I wish I could just find that someone that actually does love ( Read more... )

haha gotta love the subject. i don't really know what to say. besides i'm tired of fucking drama and bullshit. example - this past weekend i was supposed to be at my best friend's house, who i've known for like - ever, but it didn't happen. i drove all the way there and nobody was home. here her daughter had a doctor's appt. and she totally forgot ( Read more... )