you know you have found "the one" when being in love is better than falling in love.
yeah, i think that is how it works.
haha. mhm.
that was a really random thought.
and i've never fallen in love so i'm sure my theory is way off.

my birthday is AUGUST 7th.
and i don't expect anyone to remember, because i never remember anyones birthday either.
i haven't ( Read more... )

he doesn't know what love is and i'm not sure i believe in it.

blah.

i'm ready for the year to be over.

btw, my birthday is coming up, but it's not a big deal.

i over think everything.

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i had a lot of fun tonight.

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i have a new crush.

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i'm pretty sure he likes me.

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i'm frustrated with my friends because they arent perfect. not that they are suppose to be. it's just annoying.

i guess talking behind my back is fun, especially when it could screw up my relationship with someone else.

good job.

i thought God made me the way i was for a reason.

now i think i'm just socially awkward.

i feel like crying and i'm not sure why.

i guess two days without sleep will do that to a person.

especially a whimpy girl like myself.

i want need something amazing perfect for what i lost left last night.
i'm not going back.
i won't let myself.
i deserve so much more. 
i'm done feeling like less than a person because of your selfish ways.
the last four years were just pretend.
sorry if i led you to believe you were ever a good friend.

in the mean time, i have to wake up at 7 tomorrow ( Read more... )

read the whole bible
front to back
before summer ends.
its going to happen.
seriously.
im excited.
:]

im also excited because of the show on wednesday.
and going to the pool on wednesday.
and just wednesday in general.
because it is the only day i have off this week.
fun.
:]

ily.
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ichthus is fun, just very hot. and then at night extremely cold. i got absolutely NO sleep last night... for multiple reasons. derek and justin snore, andrew kept waking up, it was 40 degrees or something crazy like that, my hip bone was digging into a rock, and our tent was on a hill so by about 4 am i had a foot of room inbetween justin and derek ( Read more... )

i will never go to a show with tara barnes ( Read more... )

i'm getting bored with my hair. it has looked the same for a few years now. hah. so yeah.

which one do you think?

one: this one is cute, but eh. i dont know.


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