this is all that i want


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i should feel a difference in 2 to 3 weeks.

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crying isn't fun.
i hate being alone.
i feel very alone.
i need someone.

i hope when they look at me that isn't all they see.

but it probably is.

their loss though, because i'm awesome.

UGH.

UGH. darn.
as soon as i wake up
he goes to sleep
i'm freaking sick
and need love
and medicine
which is in my dorm
and i'm at home alone
grrrrr!
someone go buy me medicine
i can't move
=/

this is the worst time for myspace to be down ( Read more... )

there is wine in the downstairs refrigerator...
my parents only drink wine on special occasions...
i guess they are going to throw a party when i leave.
=/ hah.

i wish it would get cold outside so i have an excuse to buy more clothes.
i'm very excited about fall fashion.
seriously.

i also decided to grow my hair out.
and i WILL NOT cut it through Chistmas ( Read more... )

matt: "heyyy, look at all those scene kids."
me: "wait, he isn't scene, he is reading a book..."
matt: "yeah, that's right. scene kids don't read books they read blogs."

hah. i found this funny.
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i never loved him.

i am not a fool.
i am not a fool.
i am not a fool.
i am not a fool.
i am not a fool.
i am not a fool.

i will never learn,

but i am trying to move on.

i'm 18.
woo.
go me.

bingo anyone?