So last night me and jami went to that party, let me just say that was crazy. We didn't stay very long which was fine, because jami didn't feel good and she had school in the morning. We were a little hesitant of going, but it was worth it i guess... i just wish we knew more people. But it was crazy, lets just say jami figured close to 200 people. ( Read more... )

I had the best time of my life tonight.. lol.. well the best time i have had in a long time. Me and Jami just had a blast.. and i know she feels the same way because she wrote about it in her journal. hehe.. she did not mention me wearing erik's bow tie thing around my head tho to see how many people we could get to laugh at me ( Read more... )

So he says he thinks i am pissed that he is going to prom with another chic.. why the fuck would i care? Who knows.. but yah.. i don't know what made him get that idea..

So i sit here and listen to this song.. it kinda makes me upset because this used to be me and another guys song... whom i cared for soo much... i still love him to death and whatever.. but anyways who cares right? According to someone I am just a slut anyways.. lmao at him ( Read more... )

I hate my fucking life i really do......

Boring day sitting at home but it always seems that my days off go by really fast and then the days that i work drag on and on. I am doing laundry today. Lots of it too. Its funny tho my mom asks me to do her and dads laundry which i always do when i do laundry but for some reason dad can never do my laundry. Whatever ( Read more... )

So i stated what i felt.. thats what you wanted all along and you get pissy with me... thats fucking just wonderful... i am sorry it wasn't what you wanted to hear.

I totally give up on life right about now. i don't know what makes me feel this way or wwhat made me decide this but its my decision. Oh well i have been alone for so long of my life i think a littlelonger isn't gonna hurt me. I am not saying i don't have the opportunities to be with someone.... but right now i feel i should stay by myself. I ( Read more... )

So I guess I had an ok birthday nothing really big.. quite yet. I sat around this morning after i woke up, watched some tv and talked to myself. Then i went and got my license renewed and then went and picked up my paycheck. As soon as i walked into work everyone was screaming happy birthday at me. It was cute. People always tell me how cute i look ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me! yay.. i wonder if i will be the only one to tell me this..