i sometimes wish i could go back to a time when things were simple and i didnt have to worry........i cant help it but i just have been so sad lately theres nothing or no one to blame it on just sad i remember when i used to feel like this there was a certain someone who was always there who maybe didnt know just what to say to make me feel better ( Read more... )

Ive never been so broken hearted in my life i dont know what to do im too sad to cry any more.....ive already thrown up......theres nothing left to do but sleep and i cant even do that.......i tried driving around and talking to my friends i just dont know what to do.....why would anyone make anyone feel like this......i loved him so much......ive ( Read more... )

Havent been here in a while......hmmm....whats new.....im finding it harder and harder to write in these things.....things i want to say but maybe shouldnt or cant or just not having anything worth saying...well i finally tried to push that someone out of my life who wasnt good for me.....i knew that i cared for him more than he was ready to care ( Read more... )

someone told me today that they miss my smile I figured out that I dont understand things people do and maybe just maybe I dont have to. People make choices for their own good and I hope the choices they have made concerning me have done them well. I realized that the things they do dont matter ive let them change me. Ive ruined who I once was ( Read more... )

ok so its been a few months shoot me......Ive been too busy and too drunk to think about this thing. Still Aimlessly wandering around in my pathetic exsistance ( Read more... )

TO PLAY I NEVER: PUT AN (x) IN FRONT OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE AND A (_) ON THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE AT LEAST ONCE. ADD A "I NEVER" OF YOUR OWN ( Read more... )

Im totally gonna kill myself right now! I honestly have nothing left to stay alive for. I wake up in the mourning and Iam ready to go back to sleep...I get to work and I want to leave.....so I leave I come home and I want to go somewhere I go somewhere and I want to go home and sleep I lay down to go to sleep and wish I was somewhere else. Its ( Read more... )

no control, bored, i miss the days when i always had someone to hang out with....the days when not everything was great but everything made sense....im so bored and so alone. I think i wanna go live at home just for a few months.....after everything in the past couple weeks the ways that i have made an ass out of myself and things in return that ( Read more... )

I feel really indifferent right now....this definately isnt a feeling im used to. Last night around 730 my aunt and uncle and their two adopted girls got in the car and headed home. On their way home they were hit by a drunk driver. My two cousins flew through the windshield and were taken to the hospital the car flipped over 3 times and ended ( Read more... )

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