I am updating to anyone that cares. Well today came a big shock. At 9:30 this morning 8:30 Ashleigh's time she had a DR's appointment that was scheduled for a long time now. I think since like October. Well anyways, she went and we found out some news. I am happy, yet I am a bit i dunno what the word is shocked, worried, nevrvous, scared, Hell all ( Read more... )

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell you what song[s] remind me of you.
03. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
04. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. Put this in your journal it is not an option!

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Why is it that this bed that seemed so crowded for the past two weeks. The one that was so uncomfortable at times with Ash and I both sleeping in ackward postions why is it that I can only sleep the way I was when she was here on my side at the edge? Why is it so hard and uncomfortable for me to stretch out on my bed and be at one with myself. Why ( Read more... )

So today was the day Ashy went back to Decatur and it also seems like it is the day I can't stop crying. Jesus all these tears just burn my eyes. Everything I see here reminds me of her. How can it not. Past 15 days we have been in this room and now I am here alone. Our Empty water bottles still in here. Some stuff she left behind as well. No ( Read more... )

I am so fucking Happy right now. Red sox kick major ass and win the World Series for the first time in 86 years. The curse is gone, lifted what ever there is nothing holding Boston down now. AHHHH so freaking happy woo hoo. Jesus wow so happy. Its crazy in the past four years I have seen two Patriots super bowl wins, and now Red sox win the world ( Read more... )

Ok, this always seems to happen to me. Nothing bad, well it all depends on how you look at it. About this time every year it hits me. The seasons hit me. We got three in a row Halloween, Thanks Giving, Christmas, New Years. Its like the closer each holiday gets I want to watch some sort of show, movie, listen to the song about that certain holiday ( Read more... )

Hello every one. This as some of you know is my first post. Ok um... Not sure what to say. Saw everyone had a live journal so I was like why the hell don't I have one and so I made one. I was inspired to make one by my babi gurl you should be able to tell that by my user name. I wanna say what up to every one who will view this. Thanks for taking ( Read more... )