I guess changeing the way you write things changes the results.

Haven't been here in awhile. Well, i've moved to Cali, and so far it's ok I guess. My mom are on and off with the fights, and now the wonderful hitting and cops comming over has added into the equation. But it's all good, it won't be long till i'm 17,(a little over a week baby) then 18, and that's when I free myself from all this crazyness. I miss ( Read more... )

This has officialy become my vent journal ( Read more... )

Crazy shit. Not sure how I'm feeling, it's all mixed up to me. My feelings, emotions, where I'm going with my life, what I'm doing as we speak. Have no clue on what I want, or what is good for me. I wish I could just escape the way I used to. I wish I had my old resources out here. I have a few, but I need some long term shit. I don't like the lack ( Read more... )

So yeah, deff. going to cali on Thurs. Don't know if I'm comming back, don't really know anything right now. All I know is that I'm really sad. Everytime I think about it I want to cry. I love it here, not colorado, but everything else that is here. I love my friends, and I love having freedom. California is going to be so much harder. I hope I ( Read more... )

"you speak only what you hear ( Read more... )

I am ( Read more... )

So life has been one big ride. My ups and downs are out of control. I've been on edge a lot and not really been handling it well. I really don't know how much longer I can go on this ride without falling over the edge. I've been really close lately. I like to swerve right up to the edge and just look over for awhile. Then I turn away. But I repeat ( Read more... )

Don't have a lot of time to update. Just know that I have been working and hanging out a lot with the loves of my life. Going through a lot personally aswell. Contemplating many decisions in my life right now. Very confused and lost. But it's all good. I think I'm going to go for a drive to clear my head. Hope everyone is doing well, love ya