I'm a silly, silly girl more often than not
at least i know =)

two weeks now.  i'm anticipating it fiercely, yet dreading it at the same time ( Read more... )

i enjoy who i am.  think i'm a good person who truly cares about others.
but i'm just growing tired of myself lately.

Suppose I know what's actually upsetting me.  It's whiny, pathetic, and even codependent - but in the end it breaches normalcy ( Read more... )

It is my experience that one of the most empty, disheartening feelings is that of insignificance.  

John Mayer concert was sexy
UA orientation got me pumped
Job search is getting  tiresome
Meeting new people never gets old
Friendships can always be surprising
My cat's death is long overdue
Dogsitting means minimal work, optimal pay
Summer vacation is a beautiful thing
Andddd I'm  quite happy.

that's more or less everything

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way
It should
But I know the heart of life is good

John Mayer, you are simple, but relatable nonetheless.  I love my family, my friends, and the prospect of the future.  Hope it all goes well. 

realizing that i'm still innocent in so many ways, and it's leaving me vastly uncomfortable.  I want to savor the innocence, because it remains the most pure thing i possess.  At the same time, though, it seems unrealistic.  common theme amongst many in life, i suppose ( Read more... )

One of the medical assistants at my Dad's office quit, and the position remains open.  Great opportunity for me -  being around the medical field, speaking spanish constantly, making significant money.  Yet...8 to fucking 5 every single day.  My summer would go to shit ( Read more... )

Very rarely do you come across friendships that are both give and take.
I'm spent on giving, but for some reason I never give up.  
i really don't appreciate the cycle.