Hi Steph,

I owe you a response to your last email and will do that soon.  I am actually in LA at a retreat for my Indian teacher Ammachi.  I wanted to let you know I got your email and I miss you too.  I think about you.  Love you, Scott

It's really simple, but inexplicably, makes me feel amazing.  It's a comfort and a blessing to know you are ( Read more... )

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Not one day in anyone's life is an uneventful day without profound meaning, no matter how dull and boring it might seem, no matter whether you are a seamstress or a queen, a shoeshine boy or a movie star, a renowned philosopher or a Down's-syndrome child. Because in ever day of your life, there are opportunities to perform little kindnesses for ( Read more... )

Fuck my last entry. annoying annoying. i'm sick of mulling over things. it's not worth my energy. i'm done. :)

I live for the 80 year old man who sings louder than the Cantor, Rabbi, and entire congregation combined at temple. Who on the face of the Earth wants to hear that New York accent belting out of tune melodies in hebrew? no one, but he ( Read more... )

I mess up a lot. A lot. The majority of the time I truly am invested in doing something right and honorable, 24 hours later I'll have a quasi-meltdown and realize i'm a dipshit. I get these crazzaayy ideas in my head of what seems appropriate and even glorified from my own standpoint, and don't take enough time to evaluate whether the ( Read more... )

Dear constant cloud that doesn't know how to fuck off,

I'd really appreciate it if you could alleviate your hold over me. even if only for 5 minutes. it's only been two days, but you're suffocating me. everytime i smile or laugh, you're there and make me question if it's ok to be smiling. just "peace out" for a little while, give me a chance to ( Read more... )

Me: If condoms were smaller you could slide them in there ( Read more... )

Finished paper. well, close enough. i told it to fuck off on numerous occasions, as if the paper could physically have the option of even "fucking off." whatever, it allowed me to release some frustration. hah, it's not nearly as bad as I originally thought. i tend to stress excessively over nothing. those of you that know me best, love it, i ( Read more... )

I felt like such a worthy employee last night. That place is basically anarchy. poor boss. no wonder he's monetarily staggering. after an approximate 20 ice creams were given away throughout the night, which would've grossed my boss an extra 80 dollars or so, we didn't close the stop until 11:45 because we were too busy having a good time. hah ( Read more... )

I saw a pack of 5 wild javelinas crossing Ray Road this holiday season. Now that is an accomplishment. It's even more impressive that we didn't run them over.

Hah. that was so bizarre.