ok... i haven't posted in a while because i've been stayin with my parents and i've put on 7lbs! ugh! i feel like a right pig and my face is well fatter now.

but i'm back at my house now n all that i have in the house is special k cereal and cup-a-soups  :)  so no chance of me binging. i really need to lose at least 14lbs by march 22nd (my birthday)

oh god, i feel so rubbish ( Read more... )

 fucks sake, i am in a fucking horrible mood. my life is so fucking shit its unbelievable. i hate my job, i have no bf, i'm a fat fuck, i dnt even know if i can truely class my friends as friends.. sometimes they feel more like acquaintances than real friends. why is everything so fucking shit, and to make things worse cos i was on my own i binged ( Read more... )

i really want to upload a pic of myself on here but can't incase any of my friends find me n confront me about the abc thing. i am tempted to jus upload a pic tho cos i don't think any of my friends even know what LJ is

decisions decisions. 

i'm sick of being fat, sick of feelin like crap when i'm out with all my friends.

porridge and a wholegrain honey yoghurt for my breakfast = 300cals approx
cup a soup = 70cals
broccoli, cauliflower, 1 corn cob, 1 stick of celery, 1 wholegrain honey yoghurt = 200cals approx

don't know why but i still feel bad n thats all good foods :(

started some weight ( Read more... )