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I kind of forgot about this journal. I've been using 'secondhandsm0ke' so if you read this and you didn't know about the other one.. Now you do ( Read more... )

I layed down at around 10 last night. I was laying there for about an hour, just thinking. Then I started to get scared. I was thinking about scary movies and you know... All that scary stuff. I hate being scared. So I try to go back to thinking about good stuff. I start thinking about Steve-o. And it's nice. But I was still scared. So I put in the ( Read more... )

So yeah whatever. I'm really bored and I'm updating again. I know this whole Mike Argument is like so yesterday, but I'm still really worked up about it for some reason. I don't know why? He is really mean and this is like the 3rd time he's said something about me and then denied it to my face, so I know I don't need him as a friend... But it still ( Read more... )

Today was pretty boring. I might be hanging out with Steve-o tomarrow. We haven't really hung out in a while. I learned how to work my scanner so I scanned some stuff:

A picture Chrissy made me when I was sad one day with a bunch of inside jokes on it...

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Hay guess what! The only reason I break up with guys is because I like to see that they still like me. I mean really, what other reason did you think I did. I'm a self centered whore who "plays" guys. That's just what I do. I don't break up with them because I get confused, no that'd be way too nice of me! Nooo, I like to intentionlly hurt guys. ( Read more... )

Okay. I've been updating my journal in short little entries, so I deleted them all so I'll just do one big entry...

Sunday- I went to Christina's. We ordered pizza. Then we called Steve-o. We all watched Ten Things I Hate About You and Cabin Fever. It was cool. Then my mom picked up me + Steve-o and brought us back to my house. We hung out and ( Read more... )

Her foundation's her foundation.
Make- up covers everything.
She's built her life on looking like she's strong.
Elation. Frustration.
Emotions govern everything.
She thought she could control it..
She was wrong.
He's like quicksand.
She's like tar.
It's like a black hole swallowing a dieing star.
You can't tear away without there being pain.
His tongue is ( Read more... )