my goodness i havnt written in this in forever ( Read more... )

"thinking about belife...maybe its not abvisible to be an optimist.. maybe pestist is something that we have to start apply daily. otherwise how do you bounce back when reality batters your beleif system and love as prmosied doesnt conquer all. is hope a drug that we need to go off of or is it keeping us alive. whats the harm in beleiving ( Read more... )

so i havnt written in this is forever.
this summer has been really strange. i dont know how else to put it. i ve had a lot of fun, but i havnt really done anything.
i went to royal family amazing as usual. and i went to this student leadership converence, which was eaqually amazing and life changing.

we got our scheduals for school. i cant ( Read more... )

i did my life purpose with Grant yesterday!

My life purpose is to make a difference in the world through my friends, pre-Christians, and children with the gifts of love, encouragement, wisdom, and faith that god has imprinted on my heart to make a dramatic impact.

soooooooo excitinggg!

i dont really have a purpose for writing this. but i havnt in a while soo here we go. tomorrow is my last day of junior year. and wow i dont even know where to begin about this year. this is my favorite year by far, i have grown up and learned so much that i never thought possible. it makes me sincerely happy to look back and just realize the ( Read more... )

nothings really happening lately. i feel like ive been kinda going in circles. and i guess thats kinda what life is. i have ups and i have downs. i know i can say truthfully say that i have been having a lot more ups in the last few months. god has really taken hold of my life. its funny, i was so scared to just let up my contorl over my life and ( Read more... )

so ive been thinking.. and i am honestly controled by time,

i am nothing more than a clock or a calander.

i dont want my life to be like this.
28 days, 2 hours, 10 min., 15. min before. 5 years...etc.

i want my life to be so much more than being based on TIME

honestly this week was absolutly insane.so major things that happened ( Read more... )

this is my prayer:

Take my heart, I Lay it down
At the feet of you whose crowned
Take my life, I’m letting go
I lift it upto You who’s throned

And I will worship You, Lord
Only You, Lord
And I will bow down before You
Only You Lord

Take my fret, take my fear ( Read more... )

i realized something today in track... i have been so negative for the past couple of days ( Read more... )