I realized something today. Well I kinda always have known it.. but I think I just kind of made me focus on it. I cant depend on anyone … until I find out exactly who I am. I need to start loving me for me, not for what others think of me. a lot of times I feel like I am who people think I am. That’s totally not true. The other night I was getting ( Read more... )

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okay so winter camp was absolutely amazing. it was just so relaxing and so fun to hang out with everyone. we were like one big happy family ( Read more... )

haha funny thing i just noticed about myself ( Read more... )

i must say that yesterday could have been a lot better day ( Read more... )

shooot...

i must say ... LIFE IS FREAKING GREAT!

" be happy with your present state... and you can only be happy with the outcome." :)

in the end i realize that i will get everything that will make me happy. and if that means not you. so be it. i am an amazing girl. and i deserve everything in the whole world. i am a daughter of the king. and deserve nothing less than the best. you know all of this. you are just scared. i have standards. and you dont want to grow up.i dont ( Read more... )

Oh God grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change

The courage to change the things that I can

The wisdom to know the difference

Oh ooh and God give me the courage to love with an open heart

AN OPEN HEART!

And all the struggles we went through ( Read more... )

. I wish that you would just leave and never come back. So I would never have to see you again. So I would never have to cry one more tear over you. So I would never feel like im not worth your love, your time, you attention. SO I COULD FINALLY BE HAPPY! Without you.