Okay today hung out with Tony like I do every other day. But yea anywho
I kinda think i realized why he accepted my bulimia so easy,
I think he is. 
Because like today he'd eat and every little while he'd use the bathroom
 and he'd look like I do after I purge. pale, and drained. 
and he'd drink a massive amount with what he ate but yea. 
it's a little ( Read more... )

today was good
NO PURGE! 
So happy
I did a major workout though
500 sit ups/ crunches
3 min wall sits
10 minute run
5 minutes walk
30 push ups
30 leg lifts
50 squats
50 leg raisers
man I feel GOOD! 

I Went to Stevens today. 
It was pretty fun
at home I ate a bowl of cereal which I threw up about half of it. 
I love going to Stevens because everytime I go there I'm not obligated to eat. 
Sept we did have some drinks 
Some rum and orange juice 
No big deal. 
Then my friend Jarod and his friend more or less. But yea we loaded up his sled which probably ( Read more... )

I've Been dating my boyfriend Steven for a while now 
but I kind of just want to come clean about my eating disorder with him.
He's always telling me I'm way to thin and when he hugs me he tells me all he can feel is bone.
My excuse is always well I'm really active, I've got a fast metabolism and I laugh it off and immediatly change the subject.
But ( Read more... )