Well it has been almost 2 years since my last post and im sad to say that my love life isnt much better. Sure I have dated men here and there but it doesnt last. I end up breaking up with them because they annoy me or whatever. Part of me still loves Jimmy and wish he would come back to me but I'm pretty sure that will never happen. I am FINALLY in ( Read more... )

so now jimmy and his dad have started the construction on our house which sucks because i have to see him every day! good thing i work! lol BUT when he is done with work tonight we are going to talk.. idk about what really but i guess we'll see...

..Actuclly... I hate it! I am sick of this single thing and thinking about Jimmy. I pretty much deleted him from my life, now why can't i delete him from my head and heart?! I miss him.. I really do.. or do I miss having a certain special someone there for me? i think thats mainly what it is but tonight, my heart just aches for him. as i fight back ( Read more... )

So as I wrote before.. Brett and I went on a date.... and it was awesome! well i didnt know if i should text him first or wait for him! and i am soo impatient.. SOO i texted him first tonight! and he texted me back and said that we are gonna hang out next time hes home! I can't wait! i hope hes not just being a nice guy and doesnt want to say he ( Read more... )

So today I asked Rebecca if she talked to Brett at all about our date and she did.. he didnt say much but he said that i looked good and we had a good time! So im hoping that is good because i would REALLY like to date him.. Id really like to get in his pants! hahaha! jk.. but really id like to! haha

So i just got back from my date with Brett and it was fun. He is really cute! he seems pretty nice but didnt talk To much because he seemed kinda nervous... which I was too. Well we went to see Don't Mess With The Zohan, and we were supposto go out to eat afterwards but when the movie was done he said he had to go home to get ready to go to Iowa ( Read more... )

so I talked to jimmy a little today in text and he doesnt feel bad at all.. he doesnt seem to give a shit about me at all. Well im just gald we arent together because obviousley something is going on with him.. he isnt like himself at all and i hate it. its just sooo hard when you love someone SO much! I dont know if i will ever get over him ( Read more... )

as if things werent bad enough.. my dads girlfriend was at the bar and said jimmy was making out with some random girl!!! he did this right in front of my dad too!! what a fucker!! why does he have to do this to me! i feel so shitty and useless right now! i really wish i would go to sleep and never wake up! i have done so much for him and this is ( Read more... )

After a breakup it is hard to be home alone at night (espically when your living with your parents) and just thinking about the other person being at the bar having a good time and probably meeting other chicks. but my friends have been sooo awesome with getting me out and doing stuff to get my mind off things! tonight stacey, James, Turtle, Austin ( Read more... )

So tonight I got to see my Kyle! Me, Kyle, Kalvin, and Miranda( yes her!) met at perkins and couldnt figure out anything to do so we went to walmart, got some food and came to my house to watch movies. it was so funny because miranda thinks kyle and kalvin are her best friends and tries to keep all the attention on her but since i was there (and I ( Read more... )