my goodness, it's rather blustery in the hundred acre wood. i love the wind. i also love the fact that i have to work only half a day tomorrow. then we're going to see return of the king in destin, which will be great. im sure some christmas shopping somewhere in there. also, my brother is going with us which is cool because my brother is a cool ( Read more... )

MATT ROGERS UNBLOCK ME RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!

I just painted my nails hot N' sexy fire-cracker red. and im gonna put little glitter heart stickers on them, haha that was fyi for those of you who care. Ashley's in a good mood, and has been for... wow... a long time! Which is awesome. Things at work are going nicely. My class is almost over! Christmas time is pretty cool, besides the fact that i ( Read more... )

hmmm im sad. i would like to be alone for a few months, somewhere tropical so its not so cold. im tired of things, even my favorite things are becoming boring. i dont know what to do with myself. i want to be taken care of, waited on. i dont get that right now even if i ask. i want a massage without hinting. i want my feet rubbed. i want to be ( Read more... )

ok yeah... it turned out to be a pretty good night, i just hope im not messing anything up!! gosh, im weak, but those eyes... anyway, must go to bed, farewell!

today was alright. went to church this morning, and i didnt want to be there because i felt sick and dizzy. i feel like eeyore, like this dark rain cloud is above my head, probably because i made a big decision last night, and i know its going to be hard keeping it up, but i have to this time, for the sake of our future happiness. it's a little ( Read more... )

wow... here i am feeling this way again... but who cares? came home and made some s'mores, maybe to cheer myself up... but instead they didnt turn out exactly right. but they tasted awesome, thats the important part right? im off to think about happier things. <3

i had a nice day today. woke up a little late. chilled w/ my brother who i dont see for long periods of time very often. then i went to justins around 3 and stayed until about 930 because ive got to get up early ( Read more... )

well, its almost 11 and thanksgiving is pretty much over. my day turned out alot better than it started. hope of things to come. man... my stomach really hurts. anyway, right now im feeling good. i painted my nails again. =] probably paint them a different color tomorrow, depending on my mood. i hope everyone had a good day. peace.

i havent had a great day. not going into detail though. i have alot on my mind. i think im gonna do something with a few girl friends tomorrow. im excited that i dont have work tomorrow. it feels like i ate too much, but i dont think i did. i ate a little at justins house then a little here at my house. but i had alot of bread, so that might ( Read more... )