I have nothing to do tomorrow but Noah has work in the morning, so I sneak into bed kinda drunk on rum and Noah says... "you're bedtime chatty." I love him. I love life and I love my cat.

So.... I live in Missouri now. I start school January 11, 2010. I can't believe it. Also... I skipped my Bujutsu lesson today and I have a dislocated finger from grappling with Noah.

My mother died last Tuesday.  The day I left for Germany. I didn't find out until Thursday.  She was already cremated.

Noah took me on vacation to Malaga, Spain Sunday. We returned back to Kusel, Germany this morning.

I'm so lost. I have a tan and no one speaks English. I miss my brothers. My heart hurts. Spain is beautiful and I climbed a

 Noah was given a bronze star today. I am so proud of him. He is my greatest hero. 

I miss Noah so much.

I'm really excited to see Germany. My passport is in the mail, but I still have to take Mononoke to the vet to be examined and for all the forms and certificates to take her overseas.

MALAGA, SPAIN! June 22nd to the 26th! We're gonna see a bullfight!

This summer I'm staying with Noah in Baumholder, Germany. I'm excited.
I really hope I can bring Mononoke without having to put her in quarantine for an absurd amount of time.

PRESENT!

nervous breakdown.

i miss nik so badly.
i want to scream. nik come back. come back. come back. i miss you. come back.

my life revolves around office/school supplies. college ruled paper, file folder crates, folders, note jotters, pens... lots of pens. i probably spend about 50% of my paycheck on this stuff. it's so satisfying to organize my pen cups and fill lime green and periwinkle colored binders with fresh, new filler paper. i get excited when i get to use my ( Read more... )