The hardest part of moving on is saying good-bye. But what do you do when you say good-bye and but hello always follows good-bye? Either grab me and tell me you love me. Tell me you want to be with me and we can make this work. That you forgive me, that you dont hate me...or say good-bye and mean it. But right now there is just too much going ( Read more... )

what are you supposed to do when you have dreams but you cant seem to find a way to accomplish them? When you want to go to school but you dont have the money, anyone to co-sign a loan, or the credit to get one your self? How is it that financial aid gives me nothing yet my parents dont have the money to help me through school? Am I supposed to ( Read more... )

I heard this song again today and it made me think of brandon. I've heard it twice before while I have been with him. It reminds me of how I feel for him. It reminds me of the first time we met ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
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Ever have that feeling that something is wrong? Like you know it but for some reason you cant just put your finger on it? Thats exacly how I feel. Like something is missing or something has changed. A part of me is saying that Im over analyzing once again and yet another part of me is telling me that something isnt right. Its an eerie kind of ( Read more... )

he said it again. he told me how much i meant to him. he told me he loved me so much and that he didnt want to scary me away but that he couldnt hold it in any more. that he has never felt like this with another woman before. and i said i love you too.

Thursday night I went home and brandon went with me. Im not even about to lie...i was scared, petrified, and nervous. My emotions dangled on thin thread suspended hundreds of feet from the air...i thought I was going to have an anxiety attack (not literally though). Was it too soon to bring him home? Would it be akward him staying the night ( Read more... )

Its funny how things work out. In january I had sworn off relationships. Now here I am with the same guy that slept on my floor the first night i met him (not what ur thinking) head over heels....ahhhhh

And apparently (from him) he and I are both on a plateu headed towards one common goal...sunglasses a.k.a true love...hum...i wonder?

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omfg. I am so sick and tired of living here its rediculous! I mean really now what was I thinking re-newing my lease? I guess I was trying to be a good friend to someone that isnt even going to be living with me next year! They found a subleaser and they're moving in with their boy friend...while im stuck here ( Read more... )