things ive been thinking....

[ashleysimone]

• i want to be truly happy again
• why must i care about what people think of me constantly?
• i wish it felt like my family approves of me, even though i know they do
• im sorry for hurting all the people i have
• it seems as if i have lost too many friends to ever get back

Comments

[kelsie_r]

Well dear, seems like you are going through a lot. And who cares if you are feeling sorry for yourself, we all are allowed to do that every once in a while :D Hmmm, and as your adopted mother lol you know you can talk to me about anything, and I mean anything... Ill be here for you no matter what even though we arent in cheerleading anymore. I <3 you girl!! -Kelsie

[ashleysimone]

aww thanks kels, i mean "mom." it weird not seeing you everyday, well i do, just not as much. thanks for being there for me!
love ya
ash

[multi_tasking]

i used to be alot like that. in many ways.not all, ill give u that. But it eventually passed over. I drifted through my life knowing noone liked me,my parents barely cared for me, and alot of things. But one day i took control of myself, and made a few decisions that changed my life * for me,i joined the army. *

i always lived with no regrets,everything i had done,was done,it couldnt be changed, you have to live the choices you make sometimes. Sometimes it sucks,sometimes it can be the greatest thing in your life.

But im always around to talk to alot of the time, or to just rant off to, im usually pretty good at things of the sort..

even if ya dont know me,or have any clue as to whom i am..,mwhahaha..

later

mike

[ashleysimone]

thanks a lot. it helps knowing im not the only one that has gone through a "stage" like this in their life. yes, i dont know you all that well, but your comments always help me! thanks again
<3ash