i thought i would update this one ( Read more... )

hello all. a lot of things have changed since the last time i wrote in this. well, not a lot, but ya know. my depression has taken a major plunge. im twice as bad as i used to be. but yeah, i get to go see a physciatrist next thursday. kinda far away, but i think ill live. at least im getting help ( Read more... )

hello. yes, i know, its been a while. but i dont think many people read this anyway. hmf. oh well. lets see. we have less than a month of school left. woo. that means sleeping in. thats all i really want, is to sleep in. ha. but anyways, life has been pretty bull-shitty. nothing new. im taking some of my dads happy pills for now. hopefully ill ( Read more... )

so its been a while. oops. nothing has been going on. depression has been controlling my life. nothing good is happening. schools been okay. only about a month till we get out. and i cant wait. woo. well, ill probably update again soon. hah. sorrrry.
love ya.

sooo...its been a while. hmf. nothing has been going on. schools been boring as mess, to many people i hate at that school. me and travis broke up last night. it makes me wanna cry when i talk about it, so i wont go into details. but its nothing bad. i mean, im pretty sure that we will be together again soon. he just needs to get his life ( Read more... )

everyones yelling, i have a headache, im going to shoot someone ( Read more... )

my spring break sucks. i havent done anything yet, and all that i will do is go to guitar lessons. which i have to do that. i was gonna go to walmart with ashley, but my brother wouldnt take me. its like when im finally about to do something, i cant. bleh ( Read more... )

not alot has been going on. spring break is here..finally..and im glad. but im going to be bored, out of my mind. hopefully ill find someone to hang out with ( Read more... )

hmm..havent updated in a while...oops ( Read more... )

well, now that i know ash read this, i will start writing in it more--like ive said in the past. heh. but now ive actually got viewers! woohoo! well, im not actually in a good mood. my day was complete shit. bleh. i wont go into details. details suck. heh ( Read more... )