I wanna hold the hand inside you. I wanna take the breath thats true. I look to you and I see nothing. I look to you to see the truth. -Mazzy Star

We don't need to say goodbye. We don't need to fight and cry. We... we could hold each other tight tonight. I'm sorry... so sorry. Two words I always say... when I'm gone. So take it slow... take it easy ( Read more... )

Is life much worth it? Should we live according to the American Gospel and focus our life on having great riches and many kiddos? Or should we live according to ourselves? Meaning, to live like a bum... do what is needed to get by and enjoy the rest. Screw money... who truly needs it? Just bum-hut in somewhere in the woods or on the beach! How ( Read more... )

"I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like I'm sitting all alone inside your head"

- I am so effing in love with Corey Taylor... he is way too hot!

Do you find it likely to think time goes by too fast?  Honestly think about it your living you ( Read more... )

I wonder if anyone else sits in front of their computer and thinks of such randomness to type into it?!?

So anyway my love comes home in ONE effing week! Woot. Woot. Ya this week is definitely going to suck. The first week he was gone blew then I guess I got over it and now it is the last week and it feels just like the first! SUCKY!

So. Sitting ( Read more... )

Okay so I have wondered and pondered and questioned many of the things in my life, but why is that once something is gone or lost that we finally realize truth?  Sure, I can sit here and play out a scenario of losing something, someone, and plan out what I would do, how I would react and so on… but if tomorrow I woke up and really did lost that ( Read more... )

I believe I long for that of which, I figure, is so far away.  Then again, when it is right in front of me, I never bother to notice; I look right past what I am searching for.   No why is this?  Also, why am I accused for having made mistakes when I choose not to regret past decisions.  I have learned something from every decision I have made, ( Read more... )

Do you ever just look at yourself and feel nothing like you used to? I feel insane right now because many things in my life, the things that actually matter, are going great… but then there is that quaint cloud covering me timelessly.  I can remember how I once felt, how I once was, and although I like whom I have grown into, I miss that feeling.  ( Read more... )

Why is it that the simplist of things ends up being the most confusing. I know I write about the complications many a time... but such intrigues me. Always wondering what is right... maybe not for me or even for someone else... but for the moment and the end! Then that statement brings me to another objective. Why should I care about the end... ( Read more... )

Are we doing things wrong? I wonder. Are the decisions we make right?  Are we getting anywhere? I wonder if the things I do, the things I stick with are what I should be. People always say to do what you feel is right. Well what if I don’t feel? I don’t know if I feel anything… so should I say no to a decision just because I do not know if I feel ( Read more... )

“Swing life away.”

Is this what we do? We swing our lives away? Put your life in a parallel with swinging. You have your ups and downs, some just as pleasant as the last, and then some not. Nonetheless, you need the up to get you back down and you need to be down once in a while to realize how far up you could be. Simply: In life, you have your ( Read more... )