so life is confusing right now. i dont know who im mad at bc it changes everyday. new things annoy me about people and i jsut get pissed. i dotn know who my friedns are really and i think thats silly. it seems that this has always been my problem. whats worse, really, is that i used to have school to depend on as a form of satisfaction but i dotn ( Read more... )

so apparently when i drink, i do not make phone calls. instead i send awkward and funny, somewhat mean, text messages. i jsut thought that this is worth noting.

cheers!

ok so im doing it again apparently. i accidently make people fall in lovw with me and then it creates way too much awkwardness for me to handle! and im not trying to be conceited, really. i dotn understand why people fall for me...im nto as great as i make myself out to be. im actually quite annoying, loud, too skinny, and jsut not fantastic. but ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my bday is tomorrow!!!!! yay for me!!!!

and so, children, the weekend from hell begins. life in collegeville is at an all time low: the work load is unbeleiveable, all my guy friends are involved in secret "frat stuff" and cant hang out, and the anticipiation of going home in 14 dasy to see my family is literally eating away at me. i jsut want time to speed up jsut a little. that would ( Read more... )

yah so its fall break and there is like no one on campus. so, you may ask how a girl may entertain herself. well, i have an answer. some girls, like myself, may decide to dye their hair red. lol and i did. i love it. its not red red. its darker than my old color and has a reddish tint. i really do like it. its not that different but its enough to ( Read more... )

so, apparently crying doesnt make anything better, despite popular beleif that it does. fuck emotions, kids. i have been in a terrbile mood these past few days and nothing anyone says seems to help me out. im doing very well in school...mainly bc I WORK MY ASS OFF. for the first time, i really feel like i am doing a good job of balancing my social ( Read more... )

well guys, thats it. im never coming home again. everyone is more anxious to see someone else (such as merrick haha....i love you carolina). im not number one on anyone's list (except maybe taylor's). thats jsut sad. i dont like this at all. maybe ill come home but ignore all of you bitches. muahahaa. ok im an idiot. im def. coming home for ( Read more... )

you guys, there are BIG problems abrewing. i think i like the college social life wayyyyy too much. this may sound good, but its not. im having too much fun and never want to do work. boo college.

hey my babies. this is gonna be an uber short entry. i just wanted to let you all know that i swear alcohol has the effect of stripping ones voice and causing them to be unable to sleep. i also do nto recommend taking shots. thats is all.

cheers