Day Three of Illness: I feel a lot better but i still feel like shit. Im going to class today...but reluctantly. Ill probably faint and people will haev to step over/on me to get by. boo them. Im actually wearing a skirt today!!?!!?!! yah, kids...its true. but its not a girlie skirt. its brown!!!!!!!!!!!! if you guys had seen it at the store, you ( Read more... )

life=crap
college papers=my death
weekends=neglecting work
nights=no sleep
class=bored
jason= my BFFAE

So let me tell you why it sucks to get a scholarship to a school like vanderbilt: they try to "involve" you in all these activities, which are mostly dumb. And then, on the one day you realize you are swamped with work, they email you to tell you that you have a THREE HOUR meeting/activity this evening! fuck that haha..im skipping and will probably ( Read more... )

i dont get "people". i dont understand how people with very trivial problems can becoem so upset over something and how that something drives them into a deep period of depression, whereas other people can have real issues in their lives to the point where if they were depressed, no one could blame them, but are able to look at the bright side of ( Read more... )

ok here it is my babies (if anyone can name who calls people "my babies" on television, i will ove you forever), my weekly rant ( Read more... )

fuck the social aspect of college. at a school like mine, it isnt worth sacrificing your intelligence and your sense of good conversation to make friends, which is inevitably what you have to do. so i wont do it. instead, im diving into my school work...whats new?!?! but if thats what it takes for me to be happy, so be it. that is all.

So let me tell you about my first weekend in nashville: i went to ft. lauderdales airport at like four thirty in the morning and arrived in nashville at like ten. iTas pretty much a day of getting lost, shopping, finding our way, and then gettign lsot. My mom and i fought so much bc she said i didnt know how to read a map but it turns out that i ( Read more... )

its five forty five in the morning and im at the airport :(- leaving was hard. Im not in a particularly good mood bc im not ready for summer to be over, to make new freinds, or to be awake at such an ungodly hour. On the plus side, audrey and my paln with judy ricks and jason margolesky is shaping up real nice (she asked me to be her facebook ( Read more... )

i have decided that from here on out, i will no longer comment on zahid's livejournals bc i put a lot of thought into the comments i leave people (ummm not really but i like to pretend i do) and they are usually humorous and adress the topic of the entry completely. I haev especially taken interest into putting good comments on zahids bc all his ( Read more... )

im bored waiting for tim to pick me up so here is random shit i haev on my mind ( Read more... )