Now all i know is im going up to Dougs tonight and im getting extremely drunk.. Not a good idea bc thats no way to numb this.. but thats all thats sounding pretty good about now. I cant stop crying and I'd do anything if everything was still going according to plan.. But Kristey, I hope you do have a good Christmas, & you do deserve it.. More than ( Read more... )

Finally something worth writing about ( Read more... )

I Miss Kristey, & I mean that now more than anything. I thought i needed her when things with me and my parents were tough..but now i know that i need her more now that things are good ( Read more... )

My 18th Birthday is a week away. & my parents are insisting on having a birthday party... a little too late considering i havnt gotten one of those since i was like 4 and it was me and my cousin Justines party together. But last night my mom told me that i had to make a list of all of my friends that i wanted to invite.. and then it hit me. I HAVE ( Read more... )

I need to talk to Kristey.
NO, i need kristey. PERIOD. end of story. shes the only one that can help me right now. I know it, she was the only one that could help me last time.
i dont know whats going on in her life right now... doesnt look very good from what i can read... but my life could sure use her in it, more now than ever..
EVER

im so irritated right now that right now I'm not doing anything thats doing any good. I'm of no help where im at. My time could be way better spent somewhere else right now i think. Someone needs me and yes, I'm here..but in all honesty i'm of no help. theres nothing i can do being this far away. Theres only so much that can get said or done over ( Read more... )

IB IE Y O IN ID: who do you hang out with now
amnesia scars:i normally stay home unless cory or jake wanna pick me up
IB IE Y O IN ID: oh yah, what are those two up to?amnesia scars: cory rolled his bmw and is out of a job just goes to school and partys a good amount jake works and goes to school so i hang out with him if he has free time.
amnesia ( Read more... )

Last night me and Candice went and saw the Passion of the Christ. Neither one of us are into church or anything. We just both wanted to know what all the hype was about. And all i have to say is WOW. I didnt understand before what people meant by they didnt have any words to describe it. And a couple people asked me last night and i honestly didnt ( Read more... )

First of all let me start by saying
BEN IS OUT OF JAIL! ;-D Toms little brothers friends mom just inherited $500,000 and bailed Ben out of jail Friday (someone she doesnt even know) just because the reason he is in is bull. $35,000 It makes me soo happy. and he was able to make it to Rodgers memorial Saturday. And he gave Rodgers parents a big hug ( Read more... )

ok, time for an update In a earlier entry i wrote about my friend Paul dying in a car accident. Well, just last monday it happened again. A buddy of mine, Roger Jessen, who within at least the last month or so ive been talking to / hanging out with, died in a car accident on Monday evening. Him an another friend of mine (Ben) who i have wrote about ( Read more... )